okay

I haven't dissapeared.

I've just been busy.

But thanks to my imminent schedule change that will hopefully change.

I finally have Wednesdays off! I have been trying to get Wednesdays off for over a year and I finally got them! Hooray!

I also work less on Saturdays! This excites me! I do work on Thursdays now, but that is okay with me.

I have been dealing with a lot spiritually but, as it says in the song Indescribable:
"You know the depths of my heart and you love me the same, You are Amazing God" and I just gotta hold on to that.

Physically I HAVE been feeling better. I have slept in my bed for a week now, and I am so thankful. I was beginning to think I would never get to sleep again...

I got to touch the ceiling of the church gym... I never would have thought that would excite me as much as it did. Now I just need to recuperate a little bit more and then I can go on the swing!

I am needing to make decisions about my future, and I am highly humored that I am having such a difficult time with this. I wanted to be a teacher for the longest time as a child. Then I decided that this was the last thing I wanted to do, but now I'm not so sure.... I just don't know...

I have some other stuff I've been delaing with, but that stuff isn't for publication on the internet. It just doesn't belong on the web...

But, yes, for those people concerned about me, especially those that witnessed my behavior as of late, I am okay... I am getting better, but as always prayer is appreciated.