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So, I have been up for several hours now, since about 2:45am and I am pretty tired of being awake all night.

So far this evening, I have researched all of the following on wikipedia:

The Munich Olympics Terrorist Attack
Terrorist Attacks in the US
Hostage Events Worldwide
Russian Theater Attack
Poisons
The Amish School Shooting
Famous Prisoners in the US
Capital Punishment and Prisons in California
Burning at the Stake
Tunica Molesta
Joan of Arc
Elizabeth Bathory
Paul Muni (who is Ukrainian! Ha Dr. Stricker!)
The Film Black Fury
Robert Downey Jr.
Tropic Thunder
Executions in the state of California

I have also looked online to see if I could find any info about my grandfather or any other long lost family member.

I am now going to attempt to sleep even though I have to wake up in about an hour anyways...

Grrr...

Friday...

Okay so the website is:

www.bakerella.blogspot.com

I goofed when typing it. She makes really cute stuff.

I just went through a massively long all day orientation for the History club. Jessica was with me and we both wanted to stick chopsticks in our eyes.

Apparently, I am not only hated but am also a racist. I think its funny. I am neither, but people don't get that we are grownups now. Jessica has offered to start a rumor of my membership in the klan. This, I feel would be hysterical, except for the fact that I am afraid the klan would come after me for pretending to be one of them while hanging out with non-WASP peoples.

Today my friend Louise posted her trip pics finally and it made me want to go back to St. Petersburg. I <3 it there.

I have a really long weekend ahead of me, and all I really want to do is get some rest, chill with Jesus, and in general relax. I am at least doing better than the guy sitting next to me in the lab who keeps falling asleep.

I have to work tomorrow, and then I have a paper to write and an outline to do. After that I have to at some point get a gift ready for the baby shower I have to go to on Sunday in between church gatherings. Tonight I am going to the Bower's Museum to see the clay Chinese dudes. Monday I work for Dr. Talamante and then it is a normal week for me, I hope...

At least being so busy is helping with the sleeping issue although I probably should take some melatonin tonight...

More Sleep=Good

So the melatonin is working. This is very exciting.

I am still however sleepy but hopefully that will pass as I get back into a natural sleep cycle.

That's all I have to say right now.

Desperation

Oh how I wish this post was about being desperate for Jesus. It's not. It is about something so much more basic than that.

I haven't been getting much sleep lately, and I am exhausted.

I really just want to curl up and sleep for a week or longer.

I was concerned that I am under a spiritual type of attack but I didn't think so. Because well, I just didn't...

Apparently my pills can reduce the body's natural levels of meletonin making falling asleep and or staying asleep (my problem) difficult. So I am going to try supplementing it. I hope it works. If I can't get rest soon I am going to go crazy. Literally.... Book me a padded room kind of crazy...

There is just too much going on...

Please pray that I get some sleep...

I'm getting desperate.

short post

I went to the Forum for Diversity in Graduate Education today. It was really interesting. I will definitely post about it tomorrow. But now I am exhauste and need to go to sleep. Yes, I realize it is early, but I got up at 5:30 after going to bed around 2 ish.