A few different post ideas came to mind so there might be a couple today...

In my recent ponderings, I have been reflecting on my relationships.

I have been pondering those closest to me and what they mean to me and how do I define those relationships.

It has reminded me of just how blessed I am.

A while ago Alexis posted something on her myspace blog that I have wanted to do since I read it... so here is my attempt, however feeble it may be...

1. I feel like we've known each other forever, and you really are one of my best friends, even though we aren't as close as we once were. I love watching how God is working in your life and growing you as a strong Christian. I am glad to know that no matter where life takes us, we will always be friends.

2. I miss you. And I don't understand why you went away. I can only hope that good things are happening for you and pray that God blesses you everyday. I know we haven't stopped our friendship because of distance in space and time, but I still do truly miss you.

3. Our relationship is God inspired from the deepest level. I never thought we would be more than casual acquaintances, but you've become one of the people I hold dearest, and I thank God for you daily. Now that we've become such good friends, I can't imagine how dull life would be without you in it.

4. Of all of these anonymous notes, yours will probably be the easiest to figure out. Our relationship is defined by many terms... including friend and sister, your mom has welcomed me into the family, and I love your family like my own. I love them time we spend together, even when we spend so much time together, we drive each other crazy. You are probably thinking that I am crazy at any given time, and you are often right about that. I love you, yes, even when you piss me off...

5. We've become closer lately although I can guarantee if you read this, you won't know it is you. You are more fun than I ever realized, and also more spiritual, I have had to recognize that just because your faith is quiet, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. you are amazing.

6. For some reason I struggle with two polar opposites when it comes to you. Half the time I want to wring your neck and the other half I want to hug you. This relationship came like a bolt out of the blue and yes you would probably mock me for saying that. I do thank God for you, because for some reason, I know He has placed you in my life to help me grow both as a Christian and as a human. I love you even when I am yelling at you, and know that when I am yelling at you it is because I am fiercely protective of you and want to see you be the best you can be.

7. I thought, for the longest time that you didn't like me, now I think that was because you are not very demonstrative. You are a good friend and I love the time we spend together.

8. I have always appreciated the way in which you look at life, and I love that you always want to be the best for God. I used to want to be just like you. Now I know that God has made me to be just like me, but I still think you are super cool. I am glad that we are friends.

9. I was always jealous of how close everyone else was with you. Now I get to be your friend too. Thank you for your support and encouragement. It means more to me than you'll ever know.

10. Although I think you are one of the coolest people I know. I know that you would be so much happier and even cooler than you are now, if you would let Jesus love you. I don't believe this I don't believe in God baloney, not one bit. I see the question in your eyes of "could it be real?" and yes it is. I think you are scared to face a life of freedom. Too afraid to embrace the unconditional love that comes with a living, breathing, relationship with Christ. I pray for you everyday. That you will come to know the love, joy, and freedom that comes with the acceptance of grace. You don't have to earn salvation, it has already been paid for. I wish I could make you open your eyes and see, but I know that if I did that, you would resent God more for it. So, I must be content to sit and pray, and just be there to show you the way, when you are ready.