It marked one year since grandma died. A lot of life has happened in that year. A lot of growing and changing and some amazing things. But I still miss my grandma. I did really well yesterday, I wasn't all broody or emo or anything.
But today I went Christmas shopping, and for the second year in a row, I just am not as into the holidays as I used to be. I dunno why exactly, but I am not. I am excited for the semester to be over, and for the cooler weather, but all of the things that make Christmas what it is just don't hold as much value as they used to.
I still like Christmas though! I didn't turn into a Scrooge, I just am not as ELF status as I used to be.
Sorry for the emo-ness, 30 percent of it is hormones I assure you. I am going to go see a crying movie and in a day or two should be back to my usual self.
Monday, December 1, 2008
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Thanks for your thoughts over on the third place.
I feel your pain with the loss of loved g-parents. I miss my grandpa a lot lately - he was a good man. I'm thankful for people who I miss in that way when they are gone, thankful for the time I had with them.
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