Monday, Monday

Today I stayed home to recuperate. I went to bed at 3pm yesterday and until 2 pm today I stayed in bed except to potty, make breakfast and do the whole blood sugar/pills routine. It was glorious.

I managed to make it outside to go get some lunch, but by the time I walked home I was beat. Thankfully, my main symptoms are fatigue/weakness and nausea at this point, not anything more hardcore. I do think I might end up taking a second round of antibiotics. I need to let my doctor's office know by Thursday if I am not better. :/ Let me tell you, I am over this. But at least I know why I have felt like crud lately.

I am heading back to work tomorrow, and then tomorrow afternoon I have my first counseling appointment. I am both nervous and excited. We shall see how it goes. I'm nervous because I don't know how I am going to react in this new situation. I was in counseling as a kid, but that was definitely different from this. I doubt I will be playing board games and having a tea party tomorrow. At the same time, I really want to get off the drugs. I know they are helping, and if they are keeping me more sane, I'll stay on them as long as I need to, but less drugs are always good in my book. I do have to admit that I feel more even, and less like the littlest thing is going to make me spin out of control.

I need to clean my house, since I haven't felt well, an embarrassing amount of dirty tea mugs has built up on my coffee table. Maybe tomorrow after counseling, I will get dishes done. If I don't need a nap.

I almost got to go out with my love this evening, but he got stuck at work, and didn't think he'd be done in time to get to the restaurant before it closed. I offered to bring him dinner, but he didn't want me to do the r/t just to drop him some food.

Breakfast: Was not standard breakfast, I had pizza muffins since I was home (30ish carbs)
Lunch: Bunless burger from Richie's (not that many carbs 10 maybe 15)
Snack: Clementine and Ice cream 2 different snack times lol
Dinner: 3 Tacos from Tacobell and a diet Baja Blast. (36 carbs)